Christmas fail....

So I have done NOTHING for X-mas for anyone!!! Ok, my mom. But everything else has fallen by the wayside. I'm tired, still semi-sick, stressed out, my house is still not sorted. I've done nothing for weeks due to sinus hell. I have gone to the gym a few times but that's it. Everything is a big effort and I tire quickly. I need new nieghbors that don't suck and I'm tired of everything. I haven't been happy in months and there is just no end in sight. Of course the entire point is to be happy FIRST and then the good things come but it's hard. So, my last minutes gifts are: hand made bookmarks for my aunt and 2nd-3rd(?) cousine who I barely know. Also for mystery cousin- a Chuck Pahlanuik book. She borrowed Choke from me and liked it so I bought her Lullaby from the used bookstore. Also for Aunt will be giftcard- father- no freaking clue... and then I'm about out of money... And gee, only 5 more days to shop... Oh- AND my mom's Yrie won't be here til Febuary. So I will be giving her a picture of her present for Christmas. Same possibly goes for the Grow Bed- a cool gardening thing I bought her from a gardening catalogue. I swear I mailed the order in time but it hasn't shown up yet. Here is an update on the available art books from my give away. E-mail me with the genre and I'll e-mail you back with my paypal. Send the shipping $$$ and I'll send you a book in a plain manilla envelope. I will mail them media mail- so it will be cheap. List of books by genre. 1. Hentai- shipping $5.00 paid and shipped! 2. Game-shipping $5.00 3. Shoujo-shipping $5.00 4. Shoujo-shipping $5.00