Dear god I suck...
Aug. 26th, 2008 03:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
che_gilsonRemind me to stop doing searchs on DA. It just drives home the fact that my own work is complete and total shite. Always has been and always will be.
I've done two searches in the last couple days. "Zodiac" and "Tarot". I was thinking about doing zodiac chibis but now I'm just depressed. I was also thinking maybe I should get back to drawing my Tarot deck, but I kinda doubt it has a hope in hell of getting published, and I'm not doing 78 cards for nothing. Besides, it's not like anyone is really beating down the door for my work. It's probably kindly called mediocre. I mean I'm not laboring under some delusion that I'm some undiscovered genious.
And how cool is Photoshop CS? Is it super incredible? Am I missing out on anything? I see people doind AWESOME work in CS and I think, maybe I should save up and try to buy it... Thing is, it's not the tool, it's the artist right? I was just wondering. I'd like to hear from anyone with CS out there. And how hard is it to transition from Photoshop 7 to CS? It's not like starting over right??? I can't start over again! It's taken me too long to achieve mediocrity in Photoshop 7!
Sometimes I'd like to go back to art school. But I'm too old and I have to work, and I don't like being told what to do. OMG!! I'm fucking 5 years old!!
I've done two searches in the last couple days. "Zodiac" and "Tarot". I was thinking about doing zodiac chibis but now I'm just depressed. I was also thinking maybe I should get back to drawing my Tarot deck, but I kinda doubt it has a hope in hell of getting published, and I'm not doing 78 cards for nothing. Besides, it's not like anyone is really beating down the door for my work. It's probably kindly called mediocre. I mean I'm not laboring under some delusion that I'm some undiscovered genious.
And how cool is Photoshop CS? Is it super incredible? Am I missing out on anything? I see people doind AWESOME work in CS and I think, maybe I should save up and try to buy it... Thing is, it's not the tool, it's the artist right? I was just wondering. I'd like to hear from anyone with CS out there. And how hard is it to transition from Photoshop 7 to CS? It's not like starting over right??? I can't start over again! It's taken me too long to achieve mediocrity in Photoshop 7!
Sometimes I'd like to go back to art school. But I'm too old and I have to work, and I don't like being told what to do. OMG!! I'm fucking 5 years old!!
