Gyar! Poopy! Arg! LUNAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[che_gilson]

SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!!! There is a naked Luna starting bid $700. But that's only the start. I'll have to fight for her and borrow $$ and make her my only X-mas/b-day prezzie AND not got to Dolpa LA. And I have competition! You f-ing cow! Who ever you are. I want her more than you!  And of course I think I deserve her more. BUT as Clint Eastwood so wisely pointed out in Unforgiven "It's not about deserve"  i mean honestly no one gives a crap. The funny thing is that last night I dreamed I found a Luna on a message board (no not DoA it was a dream and the message board was for some reason I felt European, possibly German, but all in English... I dunno.)  ANYWAY, I found and bought a Luna for $900 although being a dream she was a fullset. I told my mom about this and then when I came home I found one for sale! She is mine. She is meant for me. Of course I still want to go to Dollpa. Maybe I can get a job. I'm thinking of trying Michael's again but this time offer to teach a class I CAN which is "How to draw Anime Characters" I'm hoping they don't care as long as they get customers in the door. It might be a long shot. And I really really do need to finish DMD vol 2. Brett has a pretty kickin idea for  a comic that I know would be perfect for Image.

I'm feeling better about Sathariel but now of course I'm REALLY thinking I'd have Luna in my hands if I hadn't bought her. And I was really getting to like her. No, that's not fair. Torrie was the entire reason I started an art commission thread on DoA. I wanted her for months and she was my next planned doll. I had actually FORGOTTEN that she was why I started that thread. I forgot how much I wanted her. She-who-must-not-be-named was easy to give up on because of price and the fact that she just doesn't come up for sale, but there are at least 2 fullset Lunas floating around Yahoo! Japan autions this very minute! Why doesn't that stupid cow go buy one there and leave the $700 one to me??? I could conceivably pay that back within a year! But of cousre the Torrie money is gon and sh's here and Dollmore dolls aren't that poipular so I'd have to sell her cheap. and I don't want to sell her in the first place.  

Once in awhile I think about selling Isabella, mostly because she isn't a limited and I could get another Lishe. Heath, while rarer seems to be available frequently as well, again, he's just not popular. I always fall in love with either the least popular dolls or the hardest to come by. *coughwalnut. I've always felt Isabella is my 'core' doll. She's the one the others are 'built' around and I'd hate to part with her. Thing is I'm getting desperate.

And Sathariel did get some love on the board which made me feel better. I know that's incredibly shallow. But true. Still, I think if I could do it again I'd have saved for the eventual Luna. And I still hate Volks! A lot!